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Drive Me Dark

Chapter 8

The First Night

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12:03 a.m. Blackthorn, third floor.

The thermostat spoke first.

It was a small brushed-steel panel beside the door, the kind that reads 68° in clean white digits and is otherwise as interesting as a spoon. At three minutes past midnight the numbers flickered. Vega, lying on the bed in her boots with her eyes on the ceiling, noticed it the way a mouse notices a shadow.

The display went black. Then, one letter at a time, it began to type.

NICE ROOM. 4 CAMS. LOOPED FOR 11 MIN. DON'T WAVE.

Vega sat up very slowly.

-J, said the panel, after a pause that she could only describe as smug.

She stared at it. Eleven hours ago her best friend had been strapped into a jet over Lake Michigan, white-faced, with a bodyguard on each side. Now she had apparently landed in Zurich, been shown to a stone manor with a view of the Alps, and used the first hour of her captivity to take over the heating system of a man who owned forty percent of the world's experimental weapons stockpiles.

Of course she did, Vega thought. She's never been good at being scared. Only at being scared and typing.

She crossed the room, picked up the pen from the desk, and wrote on the back of her hand, in small block capitals: ARE YOU OK?

She held her palm up to the thermostat. She had no idea whether it had an eye. She was fairly sure that Juno did.

The panel flickered.

ARE YOU KIDDING. THEY HAVE A POOL. I'M IN A DRESSING GOWN. I HAVE SIX MONITORS AND A CHEESE PLATE.

Vega felt something in her chest unclench so abruptly that it hurt.

YOU'RE TOO CALM, she wrote.

I'M HYPERVENTILATING. IT'S A VERY ELEGANT KIND.

Vega pressed the back of her wrist against her mouth. She was not sure if she was laughing.

LISTEN, said the panel. I FOUND THE HOUSE NETWORK. IT'S GOOD. IT'S REALLY GOOD. I CAN'T GET INTO THE BIG SERVERS YET BUT I'LL KEEP THE DOOR OPEN. IF IT GETS BAD, YOU SAY THE PHRASE.

WHICH PHRASE?

ROUTE NUMBER THREE.

Vega read it twice. Route number three was the alley under the railway, the one that had never been on any map. It was the one they had both scouted until their feet bled.

ROUTE THREE, she wrote. UNDERSTOOD.

GO TO SLEEP. YOU LOOK TERRIBLE.

YOU CAN'T SEE ME.

I CAN SEE YOU ON FOUR CAMERAS. A beat. YOU LOOK TERRIBLE FROM ALL ANGLES.

The display went dark. A moment later it came back, reading 68°, as if nothing had happened.

Vega sat on the edge of the bed with her heart beating at an unfashionable speed. She had eleven minutes of invisible. She did not intend to spend them sleeping.

…

The kitchen was on the ground floor, behind a servants' staircase she had mapped from the window.

She went down in her socks, with her boots in her hand, counting steps. Fourteen. A landing. Fourteen more. The house was so quiet that she could hear the refrigerator breathing. She slid around the final corner with her back to the wall, and stopped.

The light was on.

It was a single pendant lamp over a long steel island, throwing a warm pool onto the counter. The rest of the room lay in shadow. At the far end, by the stove, a man stood with his back to her. His sleeves were rolled to the elbow. His jacket was gone. His tie was gone. In the half-dark he looked less like a god of the underworld and more like somebody's tired accountant.

He was making tea.

He was making it carefully, in a steel pot, with the exact economy of movement of a man who had done the same thing at the same hour for years. A kettle rattled. He measured the leaves with a small silver spoon. He did not look up.

"If you intend to lurk," said Roman Ashcombe, "the light is better at the other end."

Vega straightened.

She had been standing in the dark for fifteen seconds, silent, breathing through her nose. She had, she was fairly sure, been impressive. It was a bitter little blow to find out that he'd known from the beginning.

"I wasn't lurking," she said. "I was reconnoitering."

"With your boots in your hand."

"They're a fashion statement."

"They are an escape plan." He poured the water. Steam rose in a pale ribbon. "Third floor, east wing, the window does not open. The patrol passes every eleven minutes. The back door is at the end of the pantry, and it is alarmed, and the alarm is a very bad one." He set the kettle down. "I would be disappointed if you had not looked."

She blinked.

"You're telling me where the weak points are."

"I am telling you that I am aware you will test them." He turned at last. In the lamplight his gray eyes looked almost warm, which was a trick of the bulb. "Better that you do it on the first night, when it costs nothing, than the fortieth, when it costs a great deal."

Vega considered this for a moment. It was, in an irritating way, extremely reasonable.

"Can't sleep?" she said.

"I do not sleep much."

"Join the club."

"There is no club." He took down a second cup from the cabinet without being asked and set it on the counter. "There is a kitchen, and a kettle, and at this hour a person who has also decided that unconsciousness is overrated."

She hesitated. It was the kind of hesitation she hated in other people: stupid, visible, and fatal in a bar.

"Do you have anything stronger?"

"Bourbon." He said it flatly. "Not in this house after nine."

"Why not?"

A pause. It was a very small one. If she hadn't been looking at his hands she would have missed it, the way his fingers stilled on the cup for the length of a heartbeat.

"A house rule," said Roman, and poured her tea.

…

They sat on opposite sides of the island, like two people at a negotiation that had accidentally turned into a hostage exchange.

The tea was black and strong and bitter, and she hated how good it was. She wrapped both hands around the cup. He did not hold his; he simply let it stand beside his hand, as though warmth were a weakness he didn't need.

"You shot out my window," Vega said.

"I did."

"Personally?"

"I do not shoot windows personally. I have a man for that."

"Does he have a name?"

"He has several. None of them is on your side."

She huffed through her nose. It was almost a laugh. She stopped it, because the situation did not seem to want one.

"What do you want from me, Ashcombe?"

"A driver."

"Bullshit."

"A very good driver."

"You could buy a hundred drivers."

"I could," he agreed. "I did. Eleven of them are in the garage downstairs. Not one of them has ever looked at a closed road and said, 'That is a door.'"

Vega blinked. "I never said that."

"You said it with your hands. At the test." He swirled the leaf in his cup. "Silas informed me of the result. I watched the footage afterward. Three times."

"You watch footage of a chicane three times?"

"I watched you." The gray eyes lifted, flat and level. "There is a point at the top of the ramp, perhaps half a second, where you stop being a driver and become something else. You do not think. You know. I have not seen it in many years. I find it professionally interesting."

Her throat did something odd. She took a swallow of tea to cover it.

"That's a very clinical way to flatter a woman."

"I was not flattering you." He said it mildly. "I do not flatter. It is inefficient."

"Right. Because you're a monster by requirement."

"By requirement," Roman said. "It is a long list. Be careful with it."

She looked at him for a long moment. The lamp hummed. The refrigerator breathed. Somewhere in the walls, very far off, a pipe knocked twice and was still.

She'd been in a lot of rooms with a lot of dangerous men. She knew how it went. They talked softly when they wanted you scared and loudly when they wanted you to think they were harmless. They bought you drinks, then sold you out. They told you stories about their mothers.

This one was doing none of it. He sat in his shirtsleeves in a cold house at midnight and drank his tea, and he was tired, in a way that had nothing to do with the hour.

He's not what the stories said, she thought. He's worse. He's just not cruel.

It was a distinction that made her skin prickle.

"Why Chicago?" she said. "Why that shipment? Why not move it on a plane?"

"Planes can be tracked."

"So can trucks."

"Trucks can be lost." A faint dryness. "It was a misjudgment. I was in a hurry. I do not often make them, and I find I dislike the experience."

"And it cost you a convoy and seven men."

For the first time, something flickered over his face. It was not grief. It was too fast and too well-controlled for grief. It was the ghost of the thing, the faintest outline of where it would have been.

"Nine," said Roman. "Two died in the hospital."

Vega set her cup down.

"I'm sorry."

"Do not be. They were paid to be shot at." He rose, and gathered his cup, and carried it to the sink. His back was to her. "I find it more useful to remember them than to apologize to you for them."

She did not know what to say to that. So she said nothing, which, she was beginning to discover, was a language he spoke better than anyone she had ever met.

He rinsed the cup. He dried it. He set it in the cabinet, handle left, with the care of a man who lined up his shoes by size.

"Good night, Miss Callahan."

"Vega."

He paused at the door. "I beg your pardon?"

"My name." She shrugged, one-shouldered, and picked up her boots. "Callahan's my father's. He's dead, and I'm tired of hearing it in your voice."

The silence stretched.

"Vega," said Roman Ashcombe.

He said it flatly, as if testing the weight of a coin. It sounded entirely different in his mouth. It sounded like a thing he might want to keep.

"Good night."

"Good night."

He reached the doorway. He stopped again, one hand on the frame, and did not turn around.

"You are the first person in many years to look me in the eye when speaking to me." The voice was soft and perfectly level. "Most people do not dare."

"I don't dare, either," Vega said. "I just don't have a choice. You have the only light on."

A long, strange beat.

Then he left, and the kitchen was a pool of lamplight with one warm cup standing in it, and Vega put her palm flat against her sternum and counted to ten, and then to twenty, and then lost her place.

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